Corrin Aramis

*Well you know I had spent a couple days looking up certain names on certain websites, It seemed easy to find out some pieces of information, I had gotten all I wanted and then headed out of the room and out to the gardens, I had some thinking to do. I knew who had hurt Hannah... I knew what he did.... But I also know how Hannah reacted.... And I don't want to make her mad at me over someone stupid. So I had for now decided to wait it out in the gardens and just see what happens in the future*

Well at least it's a nice day *I say it to myself as I look up at the sky in the gardens, I'm not even sure if anyone else is here or not. I haven't taken the time to really look yet*

Hannah Greene

It is a quiet day. I have not spoken to Corrin or anyone else for that matter since my breakdown and our argument. I regret telling him, only due to the fact that now someone knows that I do have a weakness, and they know what it is. I like to be noticed, but for me, not for the scars my heart carries.

I am sitting not far away when I hear Corrin speak to himself. Most of me wants to stay quiet. To stay there and write in my journal and enjoy the warmth on my skin. But he is worried about something, I can feel it.

"I told you that you do not have to worry about me."

Corrin Aramis

*And when I hear her voice I would get a small startle and then look over in her direction...* And what if I'm not worrying about you? *Well I was worrying about her to a degree, But I was also now worrying about what this guy would be doing now that he was free again....*

Well ok maybe I was worrying about you a little bit... I haven't exactly talked to you since our little fight... Sorry I made you so mad... *I would be walking over towards her now, I was sorry I made her mad, I was sorry I over reacted and now I was hoping to try and start again with her....* Mind if I sit with you? *I wouldn't make any assumptions today, I don't know how she is feeling about what all happened....*

Hannah Greene

My brown eyes lift to Corrin from the pages of my journal. What this thing holds is something most people would not want to read. It is dark. It is pessimistic. It is colored all so wrong. It is nothing like what I appear to be, sitting here looking just so in my pink dress and kitten heels, with rose quartz chandelier earrings brushing past my graceful neck. I always look just so. Perfect. I admit, I am high maintenance. Most women who want to look good are.

"You may sit." Perfectly postured, I close the book, the pink ribbon keeps my place in check. "There is nothing about me you need to worry about, Corrin."

Corrin Aramis

What I cant worry that maybe I messed up by getting mad? *I now tilt my head at her as I sit down with her. I wouldn't even try to peek into her Diary, She would have to volunteer something that personal, And she had already volunteered enough. I understood more about her now... And found something that I didn't like about her past...*

Thank you for letting me sit *Well might as be polite right? Now I'm looking into her eyes, hoping to see just what she is feeling right now.* How have you been Hannah?

Hannah Greene

If he could read French, then he would be able to read the lovely looping penmanship I so easily wield. Black pen on off white paper. I fold my hands over my lap, and I look to him. My eyes betray nothing. No emotion rests in them, I seem almost blank today. I already told him too much. Let him in too far. Now I have to be more guarded, especially since I suspect he may do something foolish and plain stupid.

"I have been. . ." I pause some for a moment and then nod. "I have been. You?"

Corrin Aramis

You have been how? *That wasn't really an answer... I look at her and then just kind of frown when I see her so blank. I wander why she is being so guarded...* I'm sorry for the way I reacted before Hannah... *I nod to her and then would just continue to look into her eyes, Hoping to let her know I am being truthful*

I'm not going to do anything stupid. We will leave the past in the past *I nod to her once again and then look up at the sky* It's a nice day *Now for a little idle conversation, I will wait and see how she responds, I don't know if she will believe me or not. But if I had wanted too I could of already left and done something extremely stupid*

Hannah Greene

 I keep my eyes guarded, but my lips turn up in a tiny smile. Barely there. "I have been, that is all. Not good, but not bad. Just been."

I set my journal aside and finally take my eyes from him, to gaze at a near-by rose bush, to gaze at the rich colors there.

"It is alright. I should not have burdened you with such a heavy load. You have your own woes to deal with. I did not mean to give you mine as well."

I'm still stiff, but starting to relax.

Corrin Aramis

No, you should have, Because I am glad I know... Now I understand why you feel the way you do *I nod at her and then would smile at her. Well she seems to be relaxing a little, that's a good start...*

But as you have said before. We need to both let the past stay in the past, I think I finally understand that *I smile at her again and then look once more up at the sky. I would just have to learn to deal with all the pain in my life, and learn to forgive and forget. As for what I was told by Hanna, I wouldn't act on it. I wouldn't go myself into something stupid* Well are you just writing today? Or do you have another book hidden somewhere that your reading?

Hannah Greene

"I always have a book somewhere." I glance back at him, but never keep my eyes on him for longer than a moment or two. I want to keep what I feel hidden, even if no one else around me can. "But my book is in my room for now. I am just writing. Mostly poetry, or feelings."

I bet most people around here do not read French, so I feel my secrets are well hidden and safe.

Corrin Aramis

Poetry huh? You should read some of it to me some day... *I look back at her curiously. She is still totally closed off, that sucks. I want to know what she is feeling today* Well which book is it your working on now? The one in your room I mean *Conversation would be good, Maybe I could get her back to being open on some level....*

What's wrong Hannah? Why are you closed off again? *I thought her opening up was a good step forward, But now it seems like she just took a step back....*

Hannah Greene

"I do not want to burden you. You are the only friend that I have."

Complete honesty spills from my lips too quickly to be stopped. I curl my fingers around my leather-bound journal and I sigh softly.

"You have your own things to deal with and worry about. You do not need mine as well."

I have my head turned from him, I do not want to look at him, he has this way of looking into my eyes that I cannot keep myself from melting at.

Corrin Aramis

You don't burden me by letting me in Hannah, I just over reacted last time. I am sorry, it wont happen again *And unless she stops me I would move one of my hands to softly touch her chin and turn her eyes back to look at me* I want to know what makes you, you Hannah *I smile right at her. Then I would lower my hand from her face, Letting her look where she would like to*

*I would still be looking at her though as I talk* Yes I have my own things to deal with, and I will. Because you are here to help me, Now I also want to be here to help you in the same way. If you will let me

Hannah Greene

I let him draw my eyes back to him, though they are softly sad. I sigh softly. "But you may not want to be my friend if you know me."

I have been told that I am very unpleasant. That I can be a horrible person. I can understand that. It is why I am here. I terrorized my family because of what I went through.

My eyes stay on him, but drift downward toward his chest.

"How can you be so sure that I can help you?"

Corrin Aramis

Because you already have Hannah *I nod to her and then would lean over and place a small kiss on her cheek* You have helped me a lot so far... *I would then pull back from her still looking at her trying to look her in the eyes*

I will always be your friend, no matter who you are Hannah *I would then softly place a hand on her shoulder for reassurance, I don't care how dark her past is. She isn't going to get read of me*

Hannah Greene

I am not sure how to reply to that, or the kiss. I simply glance up with sad brown eyes, and I offer a tiny bit of a smile.

"You will need to be patient, Corrin. I am not easily unraveled.."

I then let my gaze drop to that rose bush again, and I reach out to touch the petals of one of those brilliant red roses softly.

Corrin Aramis

 Time I have *I smile at her again and then would just move to sit close to her, Be with her* It wouldn't be any fun if you were easily unraveled *I snicker just a little and just watch her for now, I'm just not really sure what else to say from here really...*

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