[01:12PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *The hospital... that hospital seemed like a long time ago already to tell the truth. Dean had secured a way away from the place, and then he and Sam took off, they left. The car would of been towed to Bobby's(I'm guessing) and they needed to get back there... Yes they were both still in some pain, they both still bore some small marks of the previous encounters. Dean bore the heaviest weight of them all... What dad had said before he passed... He had kept that to himself... He had kept it to himself and did his best to put on the perfectly ok outer look. He kept up this attitude through the drive home.*

*Sam knew something was wrong, he just knew it... Dad had died... gave his life to save Dean from how he understands it. But there was something more, something else had happened. That is what he felt, that is what he saw in Dean, and because of that he had taken up pestering him as much as he could to get information out of him*

*Dean held steady to his lie though, he was fine as far as his brother was concerned. There was nothing, and he means nothing that Sam needed to hear, but he had to deal with Sam trying for the run of the trip back to Bobby's. Which is why when there finally pulling into the drive way, you can imagine how relieved Dean is to be out of the cross fire of questions, as he quickly climbs out of the car and heads for the house.*

*Sam would be a little slower, he had actually been driving the last bit of this trip and he turned off the car getting out himself, Bobby could take of there car... But they needed to know... they needed to find out... Emily... and Bobby.... Dad was gone...* I still cant believe it... i know its true but i wish it weren't... *He muttered to himself following after Dean, he expected to be the one telling both of them about what has happened... He expected to be the one to have to relive it... Because Dean was acting like nothing happened... Guess time would tell him what is going to happen for sure*

((*leaves them walking up to the house for right now*))
[01:17PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: Emily had just gotten back from a job, she was out by her car, but when she saw them pull up, she started toward them, she saw the state of the car that was towed back, Dean's baby, the Impala, and she had been worried sick ever since.  She didn't see John with them, though, that was a little confusing.  She headed straight for them, a rush to her steps and she wrapped her arms around Dean first, they were still hurt, so she put her hand to the back of his head and she poured healing through his body, it would feel warm and soothing.

She'd then turn to Sam, and she'd do the same for him, it'd feel wonderful, though feeling him in her arms, she wasn't sure what would feel better to him.  "What happened?"  She asked quietly, and she pulled back to gaze up into Sam's eyes, worry thick in those baby blues.
[01:18PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((*snickers* *totally expected the healing thing* :P))
[01:23PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *Deans eyes looked over at her as she came up and gave him a hug. He returned the hug to her, and then she was pulling away to go to Sam... That seemed to be a regular occurance now a days. But he just nodded at her, and he pushed into the house. He would leave those two alone again. It was a chance to get away from Sam anyway... When he was inside his eyes scanned around the room. If he saw Bobby he would just give him a small nod, no wordfs, Nothing to say... he wanted a damn beer right now*

*Sam looked at her as she went to Dean, and then she came to him. Her arms around him... That was the best feeling in the world... Yet somehow it was different then before... It was he didnt know, it was just different...* thanks Em... *He said it quietly and then he looked back into those baby blue eyes and he shook his head a little. He couldn't stand it... Dad was gone.... the man who had done so much hunting... He was gone... and Azazel had taken him...* Lets just say i need the good stuff Emily.... *He just stood there looking at her... to admit he was really gone, he had done it to himself. But it was quite another thing to say it outloud... Either way he would step back forward to her and he wraps his arms around her for a few long moments. He felt semi numb, he had felt worse before... But it was there... he couldnt deny it... All the things that had happened before the hospital didnt seem to matter... everything changed from here...*
[01:27PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((*curious about something* What did Sam and John argue about before John walked away...))
[01:28PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: It clicked in her head immediately, "oh..Sam..." she walked with him toward the house, and she slipped her arm around his back. "I'm sorry.." she whispered and she rested her cheek on his shoulder.  She bit her lip, and she went to the liquor cabinet and she pulled out a bottle and she turned to face him.  "Here..." she sighed lightly, but she went into the kitchen, she almost knew that was where Dean was.

Seeing him getting a beer, she approached him, her hand went to his back, up his back, rubbing softly, and she'd slip in front of him and hug him again, but it was more than that, she held him, like that night...knowing he'd need that.  He was strong for others but he needed someone to be strong for him.

((Going after the demon again right away, staying together, when John wanted to split up again...to keep them safe))
[01:28PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((brb, like 5-10 mins))
[01:29PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((*eyes the playingvideos.com* Well i'm done trying to use that site forever... crash my browser will you bitch...))
[01:36PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *By the time that Emily and Sam entered the house he had an open beer in one hand, and a few that would follow it in his other hand. So when Emily slipped in and put a hand on his back and then ran it up. He blinked a little, and then she was infront of him... She was holding him like that night... He couldn't help but sigh slightly putting his arms back around her for a few long moments, But then he pulled away and just grins at her a little. He was being strong around everyone right now. Because hd dint need to show weakness... He had to finish what his father started... and that meant more then he wanted it too... It meant things could happen...* Hi Emily... so i guess Sam told you huh... *He pulled away from her the moment she loosened her grip, and then he took a seat at the table pouring back a good share of that first beer* We always knew it could happen.... guess it was just time *he shrugs his shoulders just a little. His face told her he was ok, his eyes old a different story then his face and words though. There was termoil there, but he didnt want to think about it, they had a job to do... and that required him fixing the car...*

*Sam took the bottle from her when they reached the house, and he snagged a glass. She knew... he didn't have to say it... She knew....* Thanks... *he said it quietly before she slipped away. He took a seat and he poured himself a drink downing it right there on the spot. He couldn't help but cough just a little. After all he was not a regular drinker, sure he drank. But there was a difference between stuff and -this-. But she was gone now... she went to Dean, and he found that, that hurt a little... He had fallen so far for her... and she was still taking care of them both... He maybe wished it wouldnt always be the two of them with her... He would have to get over that... She wanted both of them, and thats what she would get...*
[01:36PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((*waits*))
[01:42PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((back))
[01:42PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((Wubba! *snuggles*))
[01:46PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: "Dean..." she looked into his eyes and she touched a hand to his cheek, her eyes told him that he didn't have to do that with her, not with her.  She simply smoothed her thumb over his cheek and she shook her head  She fell apart in front of him, he could do the same with her.  She kissed his cheek softly and she nuzzled her cheek up against it, and she sighed softly.  "You have me, you know that, right?"  She said softly.  She didn't want to hurt either of them, she didn't want to slight either of them, but they both needed her, and she knew it.

Bobby came down stairs, seeing Sam down the shot he paused for a moment, he just stared for a moment and then approached and put his hand on Sam's shoulder and gave a squeeze.
[01:53PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *Dean just looked at her when she was being affectionate and he raised a brow slightly. He could see it in her eyes... and he was tempted... But he wouldnt... that was his to deal with... Not hers, not sams, not bobbys... It was his to deal with... Dad left him the job, Dad left him instructions on Sam... he would not break down and spill those secrets..* Yeah i know emily... *He said it quietly, and then he worked on that first beer some more, foinishing it and putting it aside* You know... its been awhile... *he looked over at her, and she would be able to tell he was not going to break down...* Ready for a round 2 yet? *Screw it, if he cant drown it in beer... maybe he could drown it with her... But he would not tell... He just wanted to be himself, and that was all there was to it for now*

*Sam had poured a second shot at about the time he felt Bobbys hand on his shoulder, and he turned his head a bit looking at him, there was tears in his eyes... He couldn't help it, he may have argued with dad... He may have always questioned what was going on, wanted to go his own way. That didnt change the fact he loved the old man... That didnt change the fact he would miss him forever, he would always know where he was...* He's gone Bobby... *He only said those words, and then he tossed back that second drink. Sinking into his seat a bit as he held the bottle in one hand, and the glass in the ther. But he did not make to refill it again, he just sat there. His eyes staring off into nothing, he didnt know what to do anymore. They needed to get that demon... that was for sure. They had to get him now more then ever... But they needed the car first... and that meant they would be here until Dean fixed it...* we might be around for a bit...
[01:56PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: An annoyed look passed over her features and she sighed, "damn it, Dean."  She shook her head lightly and she turned from him, and she headed back into the other room where Sam and Bobby were.  She sank into the couch next to Sam and she put her hand on his leg, he was dealing with the death of their father like a normal person...but they weren't normal people, were they?

"Damn it, kid...I'm sorry."  He patted Sam's shoulder and he went into the kitchen, stopping short of the fridge, he looked to Dean, and he cleared his throat, "..you holdin' up alright, Dean?"  He asked, his usual gruff demeanor, and he went to grab himself a beer.  Bobby was like him.  Tough.  He wasn't going to break down either.
[02:04PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *Dean just looked at her when she got annoyed and then shook her head* Guess not *he shrugged a bit and grabbed a second beer starting to toss it back. He just sat there for now, he wasnt going to be like Sam, he was stronger then that, and thats all there was to it. So when Bobby walked in and asked his question he got a slight shrug* I'm fine... its my car that needs some attention... *He didnt need to say anything else, Bobby understood. He was being the same, he knew it didnt help to break down. He knew there was always another job to do, another person to save... Those you cant save are well those you cant save*

*Sam just sat there when Emily came back to the room, he just sat there as he felt her hand on his leg and he felt Bobby squeeze his shoulder, he said sorry, then he walked away... He was alot more like Dean and dad then Sam was or ever would be from the looks of it* me too Bobby... *It was the last words he said to him before Bobby walked out. Then his eyes looked at Emily, and he tried to give a small smile of some sort... it just looked like a strange expression on his face* I never agreed with him Emily... we argued... it was the last thing we did... just like the old days... *He shook his head a little, and then he would lean himself over laying his head on her shoulder. He didnt know what to do anymore, he knew yet again how it was to lose family... He was down to Dean only... would he be next? Would sam be left alone like her?* Guess we end things the way they start huh... *He said it quietly, and for right now he was content to just lean against her and stare down at the bottle of alcohol in his hands. It was this time that he finally poured and drained a third glass of the alcohol, then he would lean right back against Emily again. His hands still clutching the glass and bottle for now*
[02:07PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: "Hey,"  Emily said softly, and she ran her hands through his hair.  "Your dad was proud of you, he said so himself, you argue with people that are strong, that are like you..." she said softly and she closed her eyes.  She turned a bit and she wrapped both arms around him, just kept him near, and she kissed the top of his head softly.  "You got me...you always will, Sam."  She whispered it softly against his hair, and she nuzzled against him.  "I promise you that."

"Then ya best get to it, boy."  Bobby said.  "..want a hand?"  He arched a brow and he cleared his throat a bit, before he took a drink of his own beer.
[02:07PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((Almost typed "took a drink of his own bear"))
[02:08PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((Now thats one tough guy! Drinking from a bear!))
[02:08PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((*snicker fits*))
[02:14PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: What did he have to be proud of... *he shook his head a little, and then he took that bottle and poured a 4th glass, this one smaller then before. He finally moved away from her and put the bottle down before draining that 4th glass of and then leaning against her again just in time for her to to turn and put her arms around him. He put his arms around her as well, and he kpt close to her* I think Dean was more like dad though... *He sighed a little and as she spoke and nuzzled against him. He just settled into her more, his world was numb... and spinning just a little. He let his eyes close and he snuggled into her a bit* You better keep that promise....

*Dean looked up at him with a raised brow and then shrugs his shoulder a bit* Yeah a hand would help, thats alot of work... i'm sure you seen her... the poor girl... *he shook his head a bit, and then he stood up right there on the spot. He drained that second beer, grabbed a third and then thumped Bobby on the shoulder* Come on, we still got some day light left... and as you say we better get started *Those were the last words, and then he headed for his baby, she needed work, and he needed something to keep him busy. Wether bobby followed or not. Dean was going to get work done to that car*
[02:15PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((It is Bobby he confesses to later that he's "not handling it very well"  but later))
[02:16PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: [[*dean points at Bobby* Now that is how a man is suppose to take it]]
[02:16PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((I was wondering, since they seem to be the same and all))
[02:20PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: "You're smart..you're independant, you're strong...you went to Stanford..." she smoothed his hair back.  "When I met him in Madison, he said he had two boys, he mentioned you two..said his son Dean was strong, but stubborn and good at his work."  She smoothed her hand up and down his shoulder, "then he said ,'but my Sammy, he's smart...make's a dad proud...he's at Stanford' and he had his chest all puffed out.." she had tears in her own eyes remembering that.  "He was so proud of you Sam..." she sighed lightly as she curled a little more tightly around him.  "He was glad you were trying to make a normal life for yourself...hopeful you could make it out of this one..."
[02:27PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *He listened to her words, and he felt her hand through his hair. But there wasn't much he needed to say himself... He had heard a story about his father, one he didnt know too well. Not the details of anyway... But he just shook his head* Sure seems like he wanted us to do this though... to continue the crusade for moms revenge... *He said it quietly, and as she curled in tighter to him. He just let himself feel her around him, Feel her trying to make him feel better... He wished he could of made her feel better during her time of turmoil... But she was better at this then he was...* guess i wont be making it out anytime soon huh... not with the way we are... *he shook his head a little, and then he did his best to reposition himself so that he would be laying his head in her lap this time. His feet curled under him on the couch... She was special... she was here for him...* dont... dont let me lose anyone else.... not you... not bobby.... not dean... no one else... *He said it quietly, he sounded so tired right now.*
[02:38PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: She kept combing her hands through his hair, and she sighed softly, "you're tired, Sam...let's go upstairs."  She started to get up, and she started to pull him up with her, and she started to guide him up the stairs to her room.  She would kick off her own shoes, and she would slip into her bed and she would hold out her arms to him.  "c'mere."
[02:42PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: Tired... and a little drunk.. *He said it quietly, but soon she was moving and that meant his eyes needed to open. He looked at her as she got up, and then she started to pull him up as well. He took her help, and soon he was on his feet and they were walking towards her room. He saw her slip off her shoes, and he did the same kicking them aside as he does so. But she was right he was ired... and he didnt want to think anymore... He moved over to the bed and slipped into it, and slides right up into her arms. His head moving to rest against her as his eyes closed again, and he whispered.* Thank you love.... *He yawned just a litle. nestling into her a bit as he was quickly drifting off. The question Emily might have, is did he mean those words... Or wre they a tired slip of the tongue...*
[02:44PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((Brb))
[02:45PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((Okies *eyes Sam* yeap falling for her definitely...))
[02:50PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: That took her off guard, completely, she bit her lip and she watched him, she just didn't have words.  She pulled blankets over them and she held onto him, wondering just what he meant by that, did he love her?  Was...he in love with her?  She just held onto him, she just was there, and would be there until he woke up.

When he woke up, however, she'd be sleeping quietly, her arms wrapped around him, her forehead resting quietly against his own.
[02:52PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((brb, gotta pee now..lol))
[02:57PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *Sam had fallen asleep right there in her arms. He had meant the words... he had been too scared to say them before, but they seemed more important now then ever... and so he had said them.. She didnt respond before he fell asleep, he chose not to take that to mean anything. But he slept, he slept unrested, and he tossed and turned a bit in his sleep. But still he did sleep for a few hours before he woke. His eyes blinking a few times as he looks around. The first thing he would see is her laying there with her arms around him. He smiled just a little. But it was short lived, he wondered if she was only here because she felt sorry for him... He wondered if she wouldnt of rather been with Dean... He shook his head a bit* Hey there Ems... *He said it quietly and then he would kiss her softly while she sleeps. Letting himself settle down into her arms again, He laid there with her quietly, allowing her time to wake up. His eyes were watching her the whole time though. He still felt bad about dad... he would miss him for as long as he lived he was sure... He still didnt really want to believe it, but sleep had helped... It had ordered things in his mind... He could deal with this, but he wouldnt be like Dean, he wouldnt deny what was going on. Act like everything was ok... Because it isnt ok, it just isnt at all*
[03:00PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: Her eyes fluttered, and she smiled to him, she slipped her fingers through his hair as she woke, as her fingers were buried in his hair while she slept.  She smiled softly and she let out a long groan.  "mn...I miss it when you're not here...waking up with you is one of the best parts about sleeping with you.." she said it softly before she softly kissed his lips.

Her eyes were warm on his, as she kept them open, a bit heavy with sleep, but they were open now.  "Mn..hey there, handsome."
[03:13PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *He just continued to lay there with her as she woke up, and he grinned just a little at her. It was not his old happy grin, but it was the best he could do right now* I miss you when we are gone too... *he nods his head a bit and then he sighs a little at her hands in his hair again, that really did feel good. It felt right...* mmm It is nice to wake up to such beauty... *He murmed it softly, and then she was kissing him. He kissed her back softly and runs a hand over her side softly. He didnt know what time it was, he didnt even know if it was night or day. All he did know was that she had been there for him... she had listened, and she had gave him comfort...*

Hi back beautiful... *He would then move to kiss her this time, softly. Yes she was still waking up. He was still a bit dreary himself from the alcohol and the short sleep. But he didnt care right now, right now what he cared about what this contact between the two of them. To feel that someone was still there, someone was still with him*
[03:19PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((Brb about 10 mins))
[03:25PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: "Sam?"  She trailed her fingertips down from his temple, to his jaw and back up, and she watched his eyes, "..did you ..mean it?"  She asked quietly, wondering if he'd remember what she was refering to.  She needed to know.  Winchester boys were...hard to gauge.  She clentched her jaw for a few moments and she bit her lip.  "Did you mean ...that?"  She looked down to his chest for a moment, and then back up to his eyes, she hoped he did, but...she could never tell.
[03:44PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((Back, sorry abuot that. Mom and Neice came home))
[03:45PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((S'cool))
[03:46PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((*ponders Sam's response* Hmmm does he remember.... *rubs chin* I thnk he might))
[03:50PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((In an episode, he was DRUNK out of his mind....and he remembered something Dean said to him and he said to Dean and he passed out))
[03:54PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: Hmm? *He looked at her when she said his name, and then her fingertips running to his temple and then back up. It made him sigh softly, a good sigh though* Did i... mean what? *He blinks his eyes for a moment, he was exactly sure what she was talking about. He looked at her a bit confused for a few very long moments. What could she be talking about? He started to walk himself through the previous day, which was hard to do in all honesty... But he did it, he thought about what had happened, he thought abuot what was said during the time that him and Emily were together. She couldn't of meant anything he had said out on the couch could she? He wondered, and he continued to try and remember. Then slowly it started to dawn on him just what she might of meant... It was after the couch... it was when they were in her bed. He blinked once at that point and then he looked extremly thoughtful for a short second*

Mmmm yes i did *He nodded his head a little as she looked down at his chest, His arms stayed around her, and while he looked a bit more timid now, and his cheeks were flushed just a bit, he couldnt help it. He had admitted that he loved her... they didnt spend much time together... But the time that he was away from her he wished he wasn't, and the time they got together... Well it was amazing to say it simply* Yes i did mean that... i think i love you..
[03:55PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((You know i think i caught a small shot of that in that funniest moments thing you linked me))
[03:57PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((Of the morning when he woke up from being totally drunk))
[03:57PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: Her heart sunk for a moment, did he mean what?  That was visible on her features when he asked that, almost like her heart was going to break right there, she nibbled on her lip and then that thoughtful look, that adorable thoughtful look, and she smiled gently.  She kissed his lips softly, gently, then more deeply and passionately, "mmmn."

She then pulled back, so she could look into his eyes, "I love you, Sam."  She said softly and she pulled herself closer to him.  "I..I love you."
[03:57PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((The best cure for a hangover is a greasy pork sandwich served in a dirty ash tray?  Yup, that's it))
[04:01PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((Yeh that one heh))
[04:05PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((Ok posting, had to test a fix i did on my neices dsi))
[04:11PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *Each kiss was great, each touch of there lips as she leaned into him, He returned the kisses with just as much passion. She had caught him just a little off guard though, and for that he just grinned at her.* mmm nice... *He smiles at her, and then she says those words... She returns them, he didn't know if she would... He didnt know if she felt love for him or not, after all she wanted him to share with Dean... So he was pleasantly surprised when she said it* "I love you too Emily" *He smiled when she pulled herself closer, and he helped her. Kissing her passionately at that moment. Even if the face of such turmoil... Even after his dad has died... She somehow found a way to make him feel happy again. To make his heart leap slightly... She made him want to try again, to try and love once more.... He hoped with all his heart that this would not be taken from him. Slowly he pulled back from the kiss, and he had a smile on his face* You just be sure to keep your promise... *He said it quietly, yes he remembered that too. She had promised he would always have her...* And i promise you will always have me Emily... always
[04:31PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: "I don't break promises, Sam.." she ran her fingers through his hair again, and she smiled to him, her lips gentle as she kissed him.  "Not a single one.." she whispered softly as she looked at him, and she tilted her ehad to the side and she laid her head back down.

"I am worried about Dean though," she admitted after a few moments.  "He's bottling everything up.." she said it softly. "I can see it in his eyes.." she kept him close.  "Thinks he has to be strong for you..for me..for everyone.." she ran her hand up and down Sam's arm.  "Doesn't realize how strong we are ourselves...even if we wear our emotions on the outside."
[04:40PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *He enjoyed the kiss, he enjoyed her hands running through his hair. and well he just enjoyed seeing her period. But then she was off to his side and laying down fully again, and he tilts his head over to look right at her* Thats good... thats really good.. *he was commenting about her not breaking promises of course, he would quickly kiss her again. But then she had her worries..*

Dean is like that though... *He sighed a little and then his eyes turned away, he looked up at the cieling.* Doesnt like emotions you know? and hes alot like dad... takes responsibility for it all even if doesnt need to... *He said it, and then he immediately felt a little bad... That wasn't a good thing about dad in his opinion... and he shouldnt talk bad abut his dad right now... He shook his head a little* Look Em, i'm worried about him too... but hes not going to say anything until hes ready... *he shrugs his shoulders a little, that wouldn't stop Sam from trying to get him to spill it. But he just wouldnt expect a response*

Dean will be ok though... He always is, and he will find a way to deal with it... all we can do is be there if he needs it *He said it softly, and his eyes stayed on her. She would know he was worried too, but seriously there was no forcing his brother, he knew that. He just hoped Dean would find a way to deal with it before it hurt him* But i think your right... he doesnt fully realize we are strong enough...
[04:41PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: [[Why the heck am i coming up when those two just said i love you? *Raises a brow*]]

((*shrugs at Dean* Their worried?))

[[Dont have... to worry.... about me... *mutters* *works on the car*]]
[04:43PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((thier*))
[04:44PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: "I'm gonna talk to him, I think he's still working on the car...besides, it's about time I get some grub going for us..." she chuckled and she leaned over, looking at the alarm clock, "mn..got some steaks in the freezer..." she leaned over him and kissed him softly.  "I'm  your girl, Sam Winchester."  She smiled briefly to him before she climbed over him and she climbed out of bed.

She pulled on her shoes and she started down the stairs, on the way out through the kitchen, she pulled four steaks out of the freezer, and then she headed outside to where she heard him working on the car, but really,s he didn't need to hear them anymore to know they were around, it was like she could feel them, it was a soft resonating hum that pulsated through her body whenever those Winchester boys were around.  She also grabbed a beer for him when she'd been in the kitchen.  She knocked on the hood when she came out.  "thirsty?"
[04:44PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ||"Worried..and we love you too, Dean."||
[04:46PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: [[Go back... to your love... *bang bang* ow! *distracted* *waves hand*]]

((*snickers*))
[04:49PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *She knew were he would be because well his car was alot to him, not as much as family maybe... But it was a lasting part of his Father, and well that meant alot more now a days that meant he had to do his best t make her look new again... He had to make her look the way dad had her... and keep her that way damnit. So when she came out he was assessing the damage under the car, he would need alot of work on this thing. This was going to take time, alot of time. But he was soon distracted by a knocking on the hood and he slid out from the side of the car looking up to see... well he Saw a good look of Emily and he waggled his brow a little* Actually, yeah i am *He sat up on the sliding dolley and looked at her before taking the beer that she was offering* So hows Sam? *he asked it idly taking a drink from the beer, he had grease on him. It was only natural, and right now he didnt care to get rid of it*
[04:51PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((Oh should of probably had Sam say something, but honestly he wouldnt stop her from going to talk to him lol))
[04:53PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: She handed him the beer and she crouched down next to him, she smiled lightly to him and she tilted her head to the side, "he's alright, we had a discussion that cheered him up a bit...but he got a bit drunk and slept it off.." she smirked lightly and she looked over the car.  "Want some help?  I know a thing or two about cars...Bobby's been teaching me more than just hunting."  She smirked a little and she lifted a brow.  "I know what a carburator is now."  She said with a slightly hopeful look on her face, as if that would help with a car that'd been side-swiped by a semi.  She was hoping to get a laugh from that.  "Already knew what a battery was though...and spark-plugs...hell..I'm all over them."  She was putting on her adorable act..it was a lot like his adorable act."

((BRB))
[04:58PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *He just looked at her when she crouched down next to him, and he listened for a moment. He would take a break for a minute... she had brought him a beer after all...* well, i'm glad he is better then before... that was just sad *he shrugged his shoulders a little. He wondered what conversation they had though... He wondered what had cheered Sam up. But then he caught her words about the Carburator and he shook his head a little. He did not give her that laugh she was looking for, but he did grin just a little. Was she doing that on purpose? She was cute...* Those are some lucky spark plugs then *And then he couldn't help it, he laughed just a bit from the looks on her face, the way she was talking. It really was a bit too much.* Like anything of those things would help here... *He chuckled just a little more and then shook his head a bit. The laugh was short lived though, it was a brief moment of funny in a world of turmoil, it was a nice little break honestly...*
[05:07PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: "Well damn," she said softly and she sat down on the ground beside him, "I'm not too good with body work."  She snickered softly and she leaned back on the car, and she shook her head lightly.  She took a deep breath and glanced to Dean.  "I'm ...I'm in love with your brother, Dean."  She said it softer and she smiled softly and she let out a warm sigh.
[05:14PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: Yeah, nice try though *He looked at her as she sat down and then leaned against the car. He just watched her for a few moments and then she said that. She said she was in love with Sam and he just raised an eyebrow at that comment* And does he love you back? *He asked her plainly. He was hiding behind that shell, he was happy for Sam... He was happy for her, but he also was a bit hurt. He had, had some sort of feelings for her himself... She was an amazing woman really... good for Sam* Guess that changes what we had before hmm? *He took another drink of that beer before setting it on the grtound and then laying back again. He pushed himself back under the car. He was hiding behind the guise of checking out the car for now. He didn't know why this bothered him so much. But he really didnt like the idea of her being just Sams... Her cooking... her love making... The way she was so protective.... Maybe, somewhere deep down he had held some hope of something different happening. He knew now it would not* I'm happy for you Emily, you deserve to be happy, you both do... *For however long it lasts if i cant save him... he thought to himself as he moved a piece of metal out of his way. The car really did need alot of work... new suspension, new body panels. Frame straightening, he was just glad he had bobby to help him... and some credit cards to buy what he would need... just think about the car... be happy for them.. and just think about the car*
[05:18PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: "yeah...he does.."  She put a hand on his leg and she pulled him back out, and she put a hand to his shoulder, keeping him there, and she looked down at him, "..knock it off, Dean."  She sighed lightly.  "I know you're a tough guy...you're strong...I know that..hell, we all do, but you don't have to do this...I love you...may not be in love with you, but I do love you Dean.  I see your eyes, even if you hid it from them you can't hide it from me...I'm more like you than you want to think...if I weren't a few months ago I probably would have had a psychotic episode.  Look at me...talk to me...damn it..and so help me you roll back under there I will kick your ass myself."
[05:22PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: (( (Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwVRzxU8ISc&feature=related)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwVRzxU8ISc&feature=related ))
[05:24PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *Dean wanted to growl when she pulled him back out from under the car. But then he felt her hand on his shoulder and he just looked up at her. His eyes set, he listened to what she had to say and then when she got to thjat last part he raised a brow slightly.* Theres nothing to talk about, and i never said you werent strong. Or weren't somewhat like me *He looked away and then he shook his head a bit* I'm not hiding nothing. Not a thing to talk about *he repeated and then he looked at her seriously enough. She may have seen it before. She may have seen that turmoil, and there was stiull small signs of it. But it seems there hours away from each other he had hidden it back well enough*

I'm glad you love me, and i'm sure you and Sam will be very happy, but i really dont think your gonna kick my ass Emily *He grinned just a bit at that, he didnt care if she tried right now. There was nothing to talk about, and wether her hand was moved or not. He did indeed slide back under the car looking at it again. He didn't have anything he wanted to talk about right now, not with her. Not with anyone, and her threats wasn't going to change that right now*
[05:24PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((*looks*))
[05:25PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((Hmmm season 4 *eyes it*))
[05:28PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: Her threats weren't empty, she gripped his shirt and she pulled him back from under the car and she took ahold of his arm and she jerked him off of the trolly, "really, you don't want to test the training I've gotten."  She said in a little growl, she was getting upset, a little mad.  And she swung to punch him in the jaw, she wasn't pulling anything either, wasn't going to take it easy on him.

"Right..nothing to talk about...right...sure..not hiding anything, Dean...didn't tell you ...there's these little things about me...you know I can feel you inside me...I can feel you are a mess right now...and every time you deny it you're lying to me!"
[05:35PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *Well he didnt expect her to actually pull him back from under the car, But she did... and then she lifted him off the trolley? He was a bit surprised about that honestly, and that is why he did not react to the punch he should of been expectiung after her threats. It connected and he spit out a little blood afterwards. His eyes snapped back to her*

Maybe i do want to test that training *He said only a moment before he would move to step one leg behind her, one of his arms moving to shove her back. He was not trying to hit her. He was just trying to push her to the ground in response to being hit by her. All her words had been heard, but he didnt care right now. If she wanted to push this into a sparring match so damn be it* I'm not a mess! No matter what you think is the truth! *he glared at her, wether she fell or not. He was going to be watching for another attack. Ok so she was right, but he was not going to admit it, he did not want to talk about this with her. He didnt want to talk about it at all* Just leave me alone Emily!
[05:38PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: She was expecting that, to be pushed to the ground, so she pivoted on her other leg, and she spun, and she kicked her foot into his stomach before she'd swing with her other fist toward his jaw again.  "No!  I will not leave you alone!  That's the last fucking thing you need, Dean.  Is to be left alone.  Because you're NOT alone...you idiot.." she hadn't yet slurred her 'idiot' into 'idjit' like Bobby did.

"It's not a think, sort of thing, right now you're on the verge of tears and you won't let them go because you don't fucking think I can handle it...Jesus...or because you don't think you can."
[05:45PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *The kick he had been watching for. That one he was able to react to, and he took it while stepping back to lighten the blow a bit, Then his hands grabbed onto her leg. She got to punch him again! And he growled slightly at that. His jaw was really starting to hurt. But this time, while he had her leg held he would quickly sweep out that other leg from her. He was not going to actually try to hit her... She was not the bad guy here... he didnt really want to hurt her... So again he attempted to put her on her back on the ground*

Its exactly what i need Emily, i dont need to talk about nothing! *he was nearing the depth of yelling at this point, why the hell was she doing this!* Do you see tears in my eyes? Do you!?" Because if you then you need to get your damn eyes checked! I'm fine! *And if he got her down this time, he would move quickly to put his foot down on her chest to hold her to the ground. He may be opening himself up for more pain. But if he could keep her down, keep her off his feet. Maybe he could avoid some of this crap* I KNOW i'm not alone Emily. *He said it defiantly and he just watched her, just looked at her and shook his head* I wont let them go because they're not there. So why dont you get off it and go back to the house *He would then turn to walk away from her, he was done with this. She was not going to tell him how he felt. Or what was best for him* go away, let me work on the car...
[05:46PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((keep her off her feet...))
[05:50PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: He got her on her back, but when he went to put his foot on her chest, she grabbed it and twisted it, sending him onto the ground beside her, and she panted for breath, in a calmer voice, she said, "the fact you're so defensive about it, Dean...means you're lying."  She tossed his foot off of her, and she started to get up, and she crawled over to him, not to hit him again, and she looked down at him, softer, sad eyes.

"Dean," she said his name lightly, and she ran her fingers back through his hair softly, "just stop..a moment..please.  Just ..one moment."  She would just gaze at him and she would swallow lightly.  "I'm sorry."  She put her hand on his shoulder and then back up on his jaw but she didn't heal it.  "...I'm sorry."
[05:57PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *He didnt fully expect her to react that fast to him trying to pin her down, and instead he ends up on the ground himself. He hadn't really been trying to fight her... He didnt want to cause anymore pain with her... Then she was crawling over him and he just looked at her with Empty eyes, he waited for her to hit him again. But she didn't...*

*he didnt say anything at first, he just listened to her and he shook his head a little* Thats nice. But i dont need you to be sorry, i need you to leave me alone about it... *Her touch was nice... the fact she had said sorry had softened his apperance a little. But it made no other noticeable outward changes. He wondered what she was saying sorry for. He assumed for his father, and he knew she was sorry he was gone... He had saved her life... it didnt change anything* I dont care if you think i am lying Emily, i dont care if you want to talk. I dont want to, get it? *His features didnt change, but she would know on some level her saying sorry did effect him... He was sorry dad was gone to... he was sorry he couldn't talk about things... Maybe someone else feeling that way helped* We done here?
[06:00PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: "I'm sorry..." she said gently still, and she leaned down and she kissed his forehead, she didn't say anything else, this time when she touched his jaw, she did heal it, and she gazed down into his eyes.  Her own gaze was warm, loving, soft, even if he could only look at it for a moment at a time.  She wasn't saying why she was sorry, she just was.

She moved, over him, stradled him, and she looked down at him, she was being very gentle, soft.  "I'm so sorry."

((After your post we pause.))
[06:06PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((I just imagine now's about when he'd break down..heh))
[06:07PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *He heard her say it again... why was she repeating herself... why did she keep saying that... Just stop already! Then she touched his jaw and she took away the pain. He looked away from her when she did. He wished she would of left it alone...* Stop healing everything damnit... *At least if he felt the pain... at least then he would feel something... It was something real, something to tell him the world was still turning... But she took it away... she took it away again...* Stop it Emily... go back to the damn house...

*But she wasn't listening, instead she moved and stradled him. Looking down at him, he looked back at her and his look was more defiant again. There she goes again... she said i'm sorry again... stop it!* Stop! I dont need you to be sorry! I need you to go away! *Yes she was being gentle, and she was being caring, and he didnt want her to be like that right now... He didnt want to hear someone saying i'm sorry anymore... He wanted her to go away... he didnt want to think about it! and then he moved his arms to push her off of him, away from him. He was tired of this...* Go away.. and stop saying sorry, it doesnt matter *If he was able to get off of him he would move to sit up, to get off the ground, then she wouldnt be able to pin him down again. He would be free to leave... Then again maybe she kept him pinned, maybe she had his arms unable to do much. Who knows*
[06:07PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((I imagine he is very close to it :P))
[06:08PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((Has to do one more.))
[06:08PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((Probably after her next post, since i assume she wont be moved so easily :P))
[06:09PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: She gripped his wrists and she jerked herself to the side when he tried to push her off, and she pushed her body weight back down onto him, and she moved down so that her chest was pushed against his, so that her nose was nearly touching his, and she stared into his eyes, and she shook her head.  She remembered telling him long ago, when they met, that she was stubborn...and she didn't listen.  "Dean...I'm so sorry..." she didn't loosen her hold on him.  He needed her to do this.

((One more post from you, then we pause...hehe))
[06:12PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: ((You just wanna see him break.... *pokes* *snickers*))
[06:15PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((heh))
[06:18PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Vixtar Firefly: *Dean had tried... he had tried again and again to get her to just go asay... But she wasn't... she was repeating the same words over and over, and then she stopped his attempt at moving her off of him and she got even closer to him... She was definitely stubborn... and she kept saying sorry. For the first time she would see the trace of tears in his eyes... why was she doing this... Whjy did she keep pushing...* Go... away.... *She definitely wasn't listening because now she was speaking again, she said his name... Then she said it again... and he couldnt handle it... she kept going... she kept pushing...* Stop... just..... stop.... *His lip trembled slightly, and then he looked into her eyes, he didnt know why... But hearing her be so soft and gentle... and saying sorry over and over... It made him hurt and finally his eyes closed and he looked away. Tears were falling from his eyes now, and he sobbed just a little. She would hear it, but he didnt want to look at her... He would of probably wrapped his arms around her. But she had him trapped right now... He couldn't move, he couldn't get away, and he was fucking crying!* Stop emily... stop..... *The moment she let go off his wrists though he would wrap his arms around her, and instead of letting her go like she might of. He held onto her and he buried his head into her shoulder. There was no words, there was just tears... Just sooo much regret pouring out of him nearly silently*
[06:19PM:Monday, 11/23/2009] Liss: ((Awww...poor Dean))
Nodding lightly, "no one else," she said softly, but she kissed his cheek lightly.  "I'm gonna make steak..and I know you like it medium well."  She smirked.  "And you're gonna eat it, with a baked potato."  She said softly and she started to get up off of him.  "And you're gonna like it."  She nodded quietly and she moved up to stand, brushing off her jeans.  "But I'm not gonna stop healing you."  She touched her fingertip to his nose.  "You break yourself, I'll put you back together."   

She turned back toward the house and she sighed as she headed into the house, a couple minutes later, she came back out and she had another beer for him, "special delivery."
Vix:	*He couldnt help but raise a brow when she told him what he was going to eat. But honestly, he was not going to argue it. The food sounded good... He just didnt know about going inside, he could try and be around everyone else. But soon she was standing and brushing off her jeans* you should though... sometimes pain is a good thing *he shrugged his shoulders a bit and watched as she dusted off her jeans. She was probably going to have grease on her clothes too with pinning him down, and having his hands all over her. He would wait for her to come back. But he was already on the trolley and under the car again. He was quick about that. But when she came out with the beer he pulled himself back out and then sat up* Lots of parts...

*he then looked over at her and he snagged that Beer with a bit of a grin* Thanks sweet cheeks. Oh and if your gonna tell me what i am eating, next time i better hear Pie on that list *he winked at her*
Liss:	"Yeah...pie's on the list...apple."  She smirked at him.  "Oh...don't call me sweet cheeks, darlin'...or I'll start callin' you Deano..." she chuckled and she tilted her head to the side.  "So..I'm gonna go cook now, sexy."  She headed into the kitchen and she would start to cook, getting potatoes ready to go in the oven, of course, she wouldn't make baked potatoes in the conventional way, she'd cut them up, drizzle some olioil on them and put some herbs on them.  

The steaks she'd sear before broiling, the smell of it would fill the house.
Vix:	*Well it was Sam in the house, and it was him that had to deal with that smell. That very awesome smell coming from the kitchen. It took him some time, he was still tired, he was still a little hung over, and he was slow to get out of bed. But it did happen, and he stumbles out to the kitchen. His shoes were left in her room, he sat down at a chair and then just planted his elbows and rested his chin in his hands* Mmm that smells good... i had to come see you in action... *He grins at her a little, she would be able to tell he was still tired, yes they had napped. But he still felt drained*
Liss:	She smiled lightly as she turned her head, she was just putting the pie into the lower of the double oven, it was already baked, but she had a few in the freezer that all she had to do is warm them up.  She turned to look at him, and she leaned up t kiss his lips softly.  "You are fine.." she murmured.  "Mn...and you could help..you could pull out the can of grands biscuits from the fridge.." she smirked lightly and she lifted her brows.  "I hate opening them, it always startles me."
Vix:	do i have to? *He asked with a bit of a yawn after that kiss, and he just stares at her for a few long moments* Oh i guess i can... *He yawned a little and then he got up to look in the fridge. He found the tube and pulled it out. After she said that thing about opening he just shrugged and did it himself. Soon there was that pop and he jumped a little, these dang things could startle anyone really* Here you go... *He took the opened tube to her and then he would return to sitting, cooking wasn't his thing... But he liked watching her* i dont know about fine... but i'm awake *He grins just a little at her resuming his seat and just watching again. He expected her to ask him to do something else, he hoped she wouldnt*
Liss:	She didn't, she could handle the rest.  She wouldn't tell Sam about what happened with Dean, she'd just put the biscuits on a well greased pan and she'd slide them into an oven, and she'd move over and sit on the table, , e would slip her hands into his hair, and she would smile softly.  "Well, after we eat, you and I can go upstairs into that big claw foot tub, and we take a long hot bath together, and just relax until it cools off...and then we go to bed, and just sleep all naked...and stay warm and close?"
Vix:	*He was glad for not asking for anything more, he was happy to just sit and watch her, and then she moved over and sat on the table his eyes watching her as she runs her hands into his hair and he sighs softly* Mmmm... *He grins up at her, and then he tilts his head at what she has to say and his face brightens just a little* Sounds like the perfect way to end a night i think... *He smiled at her and then he would kiss her quickly. Yes that sounded perfectly fine to him*
Liss:	"Could you pretty please go round up Bobby and Dean?"  She kissed his lips tenderly.  "I'll have everything all ready to go by the time you get them in here."  She kissed his lips more gently and tenderly again and she started to get plates, and she started setting the table.  Bobby would be found upstairs trying to order parts for the Impala, and he knew what was comin'.

"I can smell it, I'll be down in a minute.." he said with a smirk.

By the time he'd round Dean up, she had all the food on the table, beers for the three of them, of course she'd be drinking something else, she wasn't much of a drinker, really, so she had milk.  The pie was sitting on the counter, cooling, biscuits sat in the middle next to the bowl of wedged herbed potatoes, and the plate holding all the steaks were beside it.  The butter dish waited to be dipped into for the biscuits too.
Vix:	[[awww no wine... *smirks*]]

((Dont complain... you just got an amazing meal laid out before you...))
Liss:	||"I hear whine.."  ~smirk~||
Vix:	Mmm yeah... sure... *He sighed a little at the kisses from her and then he grinned a little kissing her back quickly* I'll be back... *He headed for Bobby upstairs first, he was the clossest after all, he should of figured that Bobby would smell it, and he nodded to him when he said he would be down in a minute. Then it was time to go get Dean... He headed out and found him listing out some of the parts. Some of the stuff Bobby might not of known about, he had just put down his pen when Sam walked in* Hey man, dinners on the table...

*He nods his head back at Sam and then he turns* Yeah i'll be there in a minute. I'm gonna need to wash up too *He said it and then he turned back to make sure his list was finished, Sam left without him, and he would follow a couple minutes later. But he didnt go straight for the kitchen even though he absolutely wanted to* Oh that smells great *His mouth was already watering. But he had to get washed up a bit first, he didnt want greasy food after all. So he headed to do that first, it would be another 10-15 minutes before he came back out looking alot better and took his spot*

*Sam had come back only a minute before Dean of course, and he took his spot next to Emily, he didnt care what anyone else said. He was sitting next to her.* That does smell great you know *He eyed the food, yes he liked the ritzier stuff, but you know being with Dean for so long? This was like a damn gourmet meal, but he would wait. He waited for Emily to get her food first, she had cooked. She deserved to eat first no?*